Life has been spinning, crazy, spiralling...I have felt lost and just not myself. Finally, the doctor has decided that I need to take something for what seems to be post-natal depression. This is not something that has been easy for me, not one little bit. I always thought I was strong, I always thought I could handle anything, I always thought that if something was wrong with me I could get 'better' on my own. Apparently its not that easy. I'm thankful for the understanding and explanation of what is happening to me. I'm not just turning into a horrible person, someone that I wouldn't even like to spend time with. There's a reason. And I'll be okay. Its just gonna take a bit of time.
Big week teeth-wise for me, had an appointment with the oral surgeon about my wisdom teeth. Looks like I'll be having all four of my wisdom teeth taken out in a few weeks. Sound like fun? I think not. Have to have this done before i can get my braces on, so that'll be done a few weeks after that. Full on. Anyone wanna place bets on how much I've spent on my damn teeth in the last nine years? Bet no one would even go close...
Two weeks till Master Cooper turns 4. I cannot believe it. Where has the time gone??? We're having his birthday party at the fire station, its gonna be a hit. I've been busy making (well, trying to make, haven't finished yet!) invitations. You like?
Other news, Georgie is no longer going to daycare on a Thursday with Cooper. I finally made a decision that the $70 a day I was being charged by ABC was just ridiculous, so gave notice last week and Thursday was her last day. I've spent two days this week in tears about it, I feel guilty for pulling her out especially knowing that she loves it. I am caught in the middle, I keep thinking I've made the right decision, but then I go and get the guilts again and I'm not so sure. ABC have also notified that as of next year all children must be enrolled a minimum of two days per week, which I'm not prepared to do for Georgia right now. I think one day a week is enough for her to socialise, two days a week while I'm at home, what would be the point? Leave me a comment, tell me what you think. Have i done the right thing?
A pic of my kidlets to finish off, god its a crackup trying to get a shot of all three of them looking at the camera at the same time! This was the best I could do.
Bye for now,
Sar
oh Sar, I know exactly how you feel - just know that you will feel better!
ReplyDeleteas for abc, my DD goes there too, and unfortunately its 3 days/wk - a lot for a little one, but I have no choice. Perhaps a playgroup would be good her Georgia to socialise without the added $$. Its a tough decision for sure.
thinking of you chick...hopefully you can come to the crop this Friday night!